why is it always The Machine VERSUS The Flesh. why can't they be yuri. or yaoi. or whatever.
"art is about Love--" maybe take a look at some art that explores the deep cruelty and violence of the human condition, feel your soul shudder in your chest, and develop a greater appreciation for the vast world we live in
keeping rats is so funny even when theyre not doing anything at the moment but looking at you because they have the mind of a guy and the facial expressions of a bug.
there's an episode of malcolm in the middle where he just shuts up and stops complaining for awhile and it immediately starts to significantly improve his life but also it causes him an ulcer and by the end of the episode he is literally spitting up blood and i have always deeply and unshakably believed that is exactly how the situation would play out for me too
"fuck my stupid baka life" is the most useful phrase on earth other than variations of "i'm killing myself"
what if I decide to let the joy slowly creep into my life the same way dread does…… what then







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